Welcome again to the Chronicles of Emo
as the title suggests this is going to be another Emo entry, so if you've had enough Drama for the evening, i suggest moving on to the next entry...
Just as a point of reference, i believe this is the first post since before my birthday. Again, i would like to thank those of you kind enough to say happy birthday, you know who you are, and to those who didn't... "thanks"! Oh and if you haven't noticed, this is going to be a time where i will "vent my spleen" so to speak.
So far, i've been having a less than marvelous week. since before my birthday i've been called in many a time to work BK (which i thoroughly hate with a passion) i had been called in the day of and 2 days post my birthday! not fun!!! especially the part of being at BK instead of doing anything on the one day where i should be having fun!
That's not all folks... not by a long shot!!!! the other day, about a day and a half post my birthday, i got back in touch with my ex aaron (the one from texas) you all know the one... but anyway, i looked on my yahoo msgr, and in there was a mesage from him saying that he lost my new number, as a response, i decided to text him from aim, from there i started talking to him on the phone! as i talked to him, i found out that he has a new boyfriend, he's getting married in about 6 months time, and he's (idk) moved on from me... The only problem with that... that only makes one....
so im now awake at at this point in time 4:20 am, only cuz im restless thinking about him... i know that if i didn't come out here and thouroughly spill my guts i would be in a position where i would not sleep for a long, long, long time! so this is what's been going on in the world of Justin since i last wrote.....
so this will be all i write for the moment... i finally got what i needed to off of my chest and vented my spleen (though it was quite brief)
sleep, though quite elusive, hopefully wont be too much so. I leave you with these parting words
"She sits alone by a lamppost
Trying to find a thought that's escaped her mind.
She says dad's the one I love the most
But Stipe's not far behind.
She never lets me in
Only tells me where she's been
When she's had too much to drink
I say that I don't care
I just run my hands through her dark hair
Then I pray to God you gotta
Help me fly away
And just let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
Let her be
This morning I woke up alone
Found a note standing by the phone
Saying baby, maybe I'll be back someday
I wanted to look for you
You walked in I didn't know just what I should do
So I sat back down and had a beer and felt sorry for myself
Saying let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
Let her be
Let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be Oh...
Last night I tried to leave
Cried so much I could not believe
She was the same girl I fell in love with long ago
She went in the back to get high I sat down on my couch and cried yellin'
Oh momma, please help me
Won't you hold my hand and...
Let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
Let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
Oh, let her be."
Thank you Hootie and the Blowfish for your contribution to my emotional explanation.
Just as a point of reference, i believe this is the first post since before my birthday. Again, i would like to thank those of you kind enough to say happy birthday, you know who you are, and to those who didn't... "thanks"! Oh and if you haven't noticed, this is going to be a time where i will "vent my spleen" so to speak.
So far, i've been having a less than marvelous week. since before my birthday i've been called in many a time to work BK (which i thoroughly hate with a passion) i had been called in the day of and 2 days post my birthday! not fun!!! especially the part of being at BK instead of doing anything on the one day where i should be having fun!
That's not all folks... not by a long shot!!!! the other day, about a day and a half post my birthday, i got back in touch with my ex aaron (the one from texas) you all know the one... but anyway, i looked on my yahoo msgr, and in there was a mesage from him saying that he lost my new number, as a response, i decided to text him from aim, from there i started talking to him on the phone! as i talked to him, i found out that he has a new boyfriend, he's getting married in about 6 months time, and he's (idk) moved on from me... The only problem with that... that only makes one....
so im now awake at at this point in time 4:20 am, only cuz im restless thinking about him... i know that if i didn't come out here and thouroughly spill my guts i would be in a position where i would not sleep for a long, long, long time! so this is what's been going on in the world of Justin since i last wrote.....
so this will be all i write for the moment... i finally got what i needed to off of my chest and vented my spleen (though it was quite brief)
sleep, though quite elusive, hopefully wont be too much so. I leave you with these parting words
"She sits alone by a lamppost
Trying to find a thought that's escaped her mind.
She says dad's the one I love the most
But Stipe's not far behind.
She never lets me in
Only tells me where she's been
When she's had too much to drink
I say that I don't care
I just run my hands through her dark hair
Then I pray to God you gotta
Help me fly away
And just let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
Let her be
This morning I woke up alone
Found a note standing by the phone
Saying baby, maybe I'll be back someday
I wanted to look for you
You walked in I didn't know just what I should do
So I sat back down and had a beer and felt sorry for myself
Saying let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
Let her be
Let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be Oh...
Last night I tried to leave
Cried so much I could not believe
She was the same girl I fell in love with long ago
She went in the back to get high I sat down on my couch and cried yellin'
Oh momma, please help me
Won't you hold my hand and...
Let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
Let her cry
If the tears fall down like rain
Let her sing
If it eases all her pain
Let her go
Let her walk right out on me
And if the sun comes up tomorrow
Let her be
Oh, let her be."
Thank you Hootie and the Blowfish for your contribution to my emotional explanation.