well im back
wow... things so far have been extremely fucked up! lets rewind now... *sounds of a VCR* after highschool, i came out to most of the rest of my friends, then i found me a new job as an MHT! during that position, i met my boyfriend (at the time)aaron. he's a really great guy, and the person that i fell for the hardest! Never did i think that i would fall so hard for any one person, but i did for aaron...
Somehow it's always one person who changes how you look at things, though this time it was how i love. Aaron if ever you read this entry, i want you to know that i still love you, and i always will!!
For the backs-story on how things happened, i met him on "mobile-web" we were both on a date-line thing, and on there, there was a program known as mon-ami which would send you a new profile everyday. On one occasion, i got aaron's name, then a day later, he got mine... we ended up talking online for a few days and then on the phone. It wasn't long before we ended up making an actual relationship out of it...
Those of you who know me, know that i can be a little hasty when i make an assumptions on things (and everyone knows that the first three letters in assume make ass), and this is no different... after a while he wasn't able to to talk to me as frequently as i wanted to, so i confronted him about the issue. Bad idea. We ended up getting into a huge argument online (ironic huh) but the end result of this "funtastic discussion" we had was him breaking up with me... the lines used were the hardest things i've had to deal with! who hasn't had to deal with this in the past though... oh well as they say it's better to have loved and lost, than to have never have loved at all
beyond that i've had some "wonderful" times with bein on my own... recently i had moved out into my own apartment (about 3 months ago) but then i ended up losing it because my ex-roommate was a C**T i'm sure you can fill in the asterisks! the reason i say that i sbecause she bailed on me at the end of august, and stuck me with the whole thing... she said that she paid the rent for september, but then didn't! i was forced into a full out legal proceeding, and all that fun shit, but I got my revenge on her... Anybody who knows about the legal system knows that it is not "kosher" to miss a court-date, but she didn't know about it (so sad) and because she missed it, she will be put in jail for it... (on top of the fact that she's on probation...) in total, she will spend atleast 10 years in a federal penitentiary for some fun shtuff!
so now this is about all i can think of at the moment... but i can guarantee that there'll be plenty more updates nowadays...
keep your eyes open and you will see plenty more...!
Somehow it's always one person who changes how you look at things, though this time it was how i love. Aaron if ever you read this entry, i want you to know that i still love you, and i always will!!
For the backs-story on how things happened, i met him on "mobile-web" we were both on a date-line thing, and on there, there was a program known as mon-ami which would send you a new profile everyday. On one occasion, i got aaron's name, then a day later, he got mine... we ended up talking online for a few days and then on the phone. It wasn't long before we ended up making an actual relationship out of it...
Those of you who know me, know that i can be a little hasty when i make an assumptions on things (and everyone knows that the first three letters in assume make ass), and this is no different... after a while he wasn't able to to talk to me as frequently as i wanted to, so i confronted him about the issue. Bad idea. We ended up getting into a huge argument online (ironic huh) but the end result of this "funtastic discussion" we had was him breaking up with me... the lines used were the hardest things i've had to deal with! who hasn't had to deal with this in the past though... oh well as they say it's better to have loved and lost, than to have never have loved at all
beyond that i've had some "wonderful" times with bein on my own... recently i had moved out into my own apartment (about 3 months ago) but then i ended up losing it because my ex-roommate was a C**T i'm sure you can fill in the asterisks! the reason i say that i sbecause she bailed on me at the end of august, and stuck me with the whole thing... she said that she paid the rent for september, but then didn't! i was forced into a full out legal proceeding, and all that fun shit, but I got my revenge on her... Anybody who knows about the legal system knows that it is not "kosher" to miss a court-date, but she didn't know about it (so sad) and because she missed it, she will be put in jail for it... (on top of the fact that she's on probation...) in total, she will spend atleast 10 years in a federal penitentiary for some fun shtuff!
so now this is about all i can think of at the moment... but i can guarantee that there'll be plenty more updates nowadays...
keep your eyes open and you will see plenty more...!