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ok so i just ate the best mother fricken burger since ive been here.. it was like perfect.. haha
but anyways, i was readin kelvins post, and it made me think........
why do we always take things for granted until their gone and then we fall apart? This happens with gfs and bfs... but i think its most with friends, but you never see that cause you dont lose friends much..... and i was just eating and thinkin... my FRIENDS and I lost the greatest person ever, and im not jsut sayin that.... and we fell apart for awhile, and when soemthin goes bad in our life, or were bored, we think about it, and think about how great he was, but before he got cancer did we sit there and tell him that he was the best friend ever? or that he was soo great? noo.....
so i wanna take a few minutes and thank all of my CLOSEST friends....WHO I LOVE!
start of with kevin... you are my best friend, and your always there for ANYTHING, my complaints my worries, and just to hang out... your awesome and thanks for everything
then to derek... we havnt really talked much since i moved away, but you still are one of the best... me n you get along great, and theres always somethin thats funny that you say or doo.... NCAA times are great... thanks
CORY.... you became a best friend after travis was gone.... and its becasue we were soo close for so many years, and then when he left us, your tryin to take his place.. lets say... and i just wanna give you soo much thanks for trying to do so... your awesome to hang out with and a really cool guy.... i realy hope you have a WONDERFUL life with kristina..... THANKS!
kellie..... you came into my life while travis had cancer, and you were with me through his death, and through everything... you helped me whenever i needed someone, which wasnt much, cause im soo good at hidding everything.... but Thanks for giving me a chance, but even more of a thanks for helping me through trav... i hope well always be friends, and i will always love you.
casey loring.... we never were really good friends, but its always fun when we talk, and have classes togehter, when trav was around, we did hang out, and he brought us together... and you were there the day after at school.... talking about him... it makes you such a great friend, and i hope we are considered friends in your book, as in mine..... thanks.
TRAVIS- NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE EVER DONE, AND EVERYTHING YOU EVER SAID THAT MADE ME LAUGH, HAPPY, AND THINK... ILL AWLAYS REMEMBER THE TIMES THAT WE HAD!! THANKS ILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!.....and to all my other friends that helped me in anyway possible, THANKS you really dont know how many friends care about you, until something bad happens, and for those of you who cared about travis, thanks he really sees it now, and im sure if he could thank you he would.....
i really hope that this makes YOU think of how many peopel actually care about you... and how you shouldnt take friends for granted....
thanks for all of your time, sorry if this makes you sad :'(