new expirence
i like to think of myself as not closed minded and i've already decided that i'm going to expirence things in my life, you know try new stuff and what not. so, today i smoked weed. it was okay, i felt more calm and relaxed. i smoked with my friends-jay, genie and this other chick who is pretty. it made me slower in my thinking and reactions, it didnt really do anything for me except get me a tad bit high. todays the first time i met genie and i gotta say, shes loads of fun and i love her name, apparentley she sells weed. nice. then we went over to the volleyball game and kenny says very loudly when i come sit next to him "yo, breair, you smell like weed". now, there are so many teachers around and whatnot. and kenny doesnt even go to my school, so what are my teachers gonna think tomorrow, smoking weed isnt a big thing, but everyone will make it to be. and when i was sitting there i realized i did-smell like weed. i saw a couple of people i havent seen in a while, like kenny, shady and jessie. ashley came to, but she was angry? at me for smoking with jay or something else, shes always angry at me for a reason though. we lost the game to beach channel. i bought a whole box of vanilla wafers and iced tea, i ended up throwing the wafers away. then i took the bus back to the 60's and went home. you know whats weird, now that ived tried it i gotta say people really played it up, either that or the people that i talked to have really gotten zooted. jay says that when i try it for the first time i wont really get high, so ill probably end up trying again. i probly will. i was talking to daryl about it and he said that it just makes him more calm. i wanna try this cocaine stuff that carolinas on, sounds like fun, maybe? any who, i was talking to jesse who i havent seen in made long and she smelled me and knew that i smoked and she started talking to me about how she hasnt smoked weed since the time we went over her house and she gotta beating for all the porn sites left on her computer, which must've been like 5 months ago, which is really good cause jessie used to stay at it and its really not good for her health-jessies different. and shes comin to see us friday, which is good cause jessie is fun to hang out with. i want to hang out with automatik cause i think their fun too, only you can never find them, so ill leave it to luck. teai and naomi were crying after the game, i know im mean, but it was funny. not their crying though, the fact that i anticipated this and they should have too being that its beach channel. i feel bad though now. im reading this book- silence of the lambs and i love it. im almost done, usually i could finish a book like that in a day or maybe 2. im slipping. well, bye old mate, ill talk to you later.