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I am not going to be okay for a while. Why can't love ever just be enough? What is there to believe in? I am never going to be good enough for Kendra. She has finally said that and I am devastated by this. It hurts in so many ways, I can't even explain it.
I had nightmares all night long. I woke up to these same thoughts and realized that my nightmares were nothing more than thoughts of things that are going on in my life right now. They were reality. That is fucked up.
I can truly say that I wish that I were dead.
I had nightmares all night long. I woke up to these same thoughts and realized that my nightmares were nothing more than thoughts of things that are going on in my life right now. They were reality. That is fucked up.
I can truly say that I wish that I were dead.