Update for the year
The LJ gods are beckoning me to make a new entry, thus I shall.
It's been a long time since my last entry, and I don't have a love anymore. She became a scab on my heart, that last one. still hurts when you poke at it. I have a new interest though, she's quite a character. An interesting and adventurous life it would be if I decide to spend it with her.
Last night I dreamt I had a cancer on my face (or behind my face, which explains my constant smile, cause the tumor makes my face look a few degrees more convex than normal) and had only a few years to live. I remember feeling relieved for not having to think about the future, because I’m an obsessive freak about the future. I need plans and counter plans for tomorrow. I should stop it. Like how I need to stop chewing food with my mouth open, or walking that funny walk all my friends make when trying to punish my tiny bit of self esteem left.
I’m missing from my friends. Just had my Birthday a few days ago. I should give them a hello or something.
Work is becoming a bitch. I don’t care anymore of how people think of me. I’ll just do my job and try to be friendly. They are all fucking assholes if you ask me though (actually, just a groups of assholes). It all works out, I don’t like them either.
That’s it for this year! Check out my Flickr page, that’s more active.