It takes a small man to notice, but not to act up

[jawapudding]

Why the hell do I feel sad? Serisously, I have nothing to be sad about anymore. Yet I go through this, where I feel down for a few weeks, then really good for a few weeks, for no apparent reason. Maybe I'm mildly manic-depressive. Or maybe Indiana is taking its toll on me. Or maybe its because theres a killer spider at large in my apartment. Who

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[starmarie]

dont be sad smellie. i get like that too sometimes. only its not so much being sad...ill go thru periods of extreme stress where i cant get 4 seconds of peace, and then go thru periods where absolutely nothing can get to me at all. youre normal.

[jawapudding]

I guess so. But you guys need to come down here this weekend. Make Anah call in sick or something. Strawberry daiquiris by the pool sounds fucking awesome right about now. That will make me more normal.

[starmarie]

yeah but her mom wont let her go this weekend. she said she can next weekend though. and plus next weekend i have saturday and sunday off so we wouldnt have to get up all early to come home and go to work and shit. we wouldnt get to do anythign fun this weekend. i dunno shannon said soemthing today about coming this weekend anyway so who knows. its up to her if she wants to drive cause i know she has no money for gas and shit so who knows. but we should have the slumber party next weekend if you can, it just works out better i think. plus i get paid next week so i can get my tattooooooooooo!

[jawapudding]

hmm well I dont think I;ll be in Bloomington next weekend, its Fathers Day on that Sunday. Maybe we could still do it at my dads. hmmmmmm