"I Only Feel Love When its In My Dreams, So Let In the Morning Light and Let The Darkness Fade Away"
I think I have reached a point beyond miserable when I think that I am going to die old, alone, and no one will come to my funeral. Also when i feel like digging a hole and crawling into it and crying my eyes out. I am a sad, pathetic person who needs straightening out. I am freaking out about everything. I do mask it well though. But underneath its screaming and it gets to the point where I just ball my eyes out. This song sums it up for me right there
Black Roses Red: By Alana Grace
Can I ask you a question please,
Promise you won’t laugh at me
Honestly, I’m standing here
Afraid I’ll be betrayed
As twisted as it seems
I only feel love when it’s in my dreams
So let in the morning light and let the darkness fade away
Can you turn my black roses red,
Can you turn my black roses red
La da da
x4
Drowning in my loneliness
How long must I hold my breath
So much emptiness inside,
I could fill the deepest sea
I reach to the sky as the moon looks on
My one last year has come and gone
I’m dying to let your love rain down on me
Can you turn my black roses red,
Can you turn my black roses red,
Can you turn my black roses red
Chorus:
Cause I feel like, I'm living on love
x6
La da da
x3
Can you turn my black roses red,
Can you turn my black roses red,
Can you turn my black roses red
Chorus