Jul 17, 2003 11:51
There's something wrong?! i feel empty, alone, a little depressed, mmmmmmmmm maybe it's b/c of the weather change? maybe b/c it's a year has just gone so fast and it seems to be all ending so abruptly, OR maybe it's also b/c i have spent time by myself for these last 2 wks (living, eating, training day by day), i have been able to look upon my life what i've done and what the future might hold for ME and even YOU! Anyways whatever it might be, will all change when i get home probably!
During this time alone i have also looked back at my world junior performance and thought about it hard. You know what?.. i was not ready for that, but in a way i can say that i have grown in experience and I CAN NOW SAY, that i am READY for this European meet, and i know that everything will go the way i make it/want it to go. Don't ask me how i know i just do. i know this might seem to you WOW HE'S GOT SUCH A BIG EGO, it's not that at all, i am just being myself.
Well guys i am finally heading home for the summer. About time cause i am like missing home kinda and there's no one here at college so it's abit lonely! I am also going home b/c i am flying to Finland on Monday so i am doing and getting the little important things that you need for trips like these, like music, books and the odd gameboy etc.
Well that's about it from me so far today, Peace Out GUYS!!!!