It's Funny!
I sat down here just now to write about how my heart feels so sad and broken and about how much I miss him....What good does it do? He doesn't read my journals anymore...it's not like he comes here to see what I might be up to. Heck! We've still talked on the phone every day!
Sometimes, I used to think that if he read things here, it would touch his heart and eh'd change his mind.....my plan failed.
We're still not back together...and now he has plans to go meet the someone new. The stupid haybag that got in the way.
He blames me for everything that went wrong. And that is fine. I mean, I know I made mistakes, but come on! He certainly wasn't perfect by any means. Why can't he accept that he made mistakes.
I guess the time has come...I need to just face it. He's gone and he isn't coming back.
I am certainly not ready to go out to meet any new men. This heartbreak was so sudden and painful. I wonder if I will EVER want to try again with anyone. People keep telling me the right guy is out there....Yeah? Well, I was sure in my heart that Russ was the right guy...
In the meantime, I am learning what it is to be single....maybe it doesn't have to be ALL bad?
Sometimes, I used to think that if he read things here, it would touch his heart and eh'd change his mind.....my plan failed.
We're still not back together...and now he has plans to go meet the someone new. The stupid haybag that got in the way.
He blames me for everything that went wrong. And that is fine. I mean, I know I made mistakes, but come on! He certainly wasn't perfect by any means. Why can't he accept that he made mistakes.
I guess the time has come...I need to just face it. He's gone and he isn't coming back.
I am certainly not ready to go out to meet any new men. This heartbreak was so sudden and painful. I wonder if I will EVER want to try again with anyone. People keep telling me the right guy is out there....Yeah? Well, I was sure in my heart that Russ was the right guy...
In the meantime, I am learning what it is to be single....maybe it doesn't have to be ALL bad?