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i just got back from skating with luke, that was fun... :) hes a kool person to hang out with... i was thinking about what i said yesterday and i was out of line way out of line, i dont kno i mean i wouldnt normaly say all that but, it was just bound to come out sometime, i mean so aron really isnt a fucker or any of that, i mean i dont even kno him for all i kno he could the koolest person in the world and i would never know but i mean the only time she would talk to me was when aron was gone or if i im her, and then if i im her she would talk about how happy she is that aron likes her and nothing else and that just kinda got to me, i mean i dont like her anymore i was fine with just being her friend but i mean i thought we were still going to be best friends after we broke up and so i just got a bit mad about her not really wanting be my friend anymore and then only talking about aron and i geuss it shouldnt really have bothered me but it did and im really really srry for everything i said im really srry i geuss im not really saying this interly for bonnie cause she like fully hate me and that probley wont change but im not goin to let that bother me im sad like probley would be becuase i just shouldnt care anymore i feel a shit load better if i just dont let it bother me so ill do just that not let it bother, see i feel better already :) so ya bonnie im srry, aron if you ever read this im srry i didnt really mean all the stuff i said about you and thats it and bonnie if saying im srry about everything i said isnt good enough and you cant forgive me than i dont know what else to say i really dontm there is nothing else to say bonnie i want to be your friend but if you dont want to me mine in return than thats your choice and i respect it...