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umm ok well me and bonnie are friends *yay*... i think its weird i really wanted to be her friend really bad but i dont think we can, not if shes going to be worried bout getting close again i mean i dont things would ever get to the way they were between us again, and that just sucks and its all my fucking fault i should have never asked her out i relaly liked her but i shouldnt have done that is was the worst mistake of my life *ever*because now me and bonnie cant even be fri4nds, it doesnt matter what she says i know deep down inside that i fucked up my chances with bonnie way to long ago and to ever become even the slightest bit of her best friend and its all my fault and i except all the blame it wasnt bonnies fault and im happy for her shes already dating soembody and thats great she shouldnt feel like anythings her fault i brote all this on my self and ill just have to live with that guilt but im srry bonnie and even tho you said you geussed that we could be friends i know deep down inside that you dont want to be friends and its not that its the fact that you cant talk to me cause nm its just ill wait to be your friend untill you your self get over the fact that i loved you and you the same to me ok... and your probley not going to read this but its there for you to read if you ever just go by this when your bored or something ok *bye*