not a bad day...
can't complain too much. Two more finals today and omg..is it possible only ONE MORE final?? It seems like yesterday i was like two down, six to go! but i totally got through it. and relatively successful. My stats final fucking RAPED my ass. ouch pain. but ya, if i get a C that's alright because math does NOT matter. So its good. Today I had to get up at the godawful hour of 7am, to find that it actually wasn't that bad and sunrise this morning was absolutely incredible. The mountain is so breathtaking. It will complete flip flop my mood if I'm feeling down or just lethargic. And its so amazing that I can wake up, open my window and see one of most beautiful things in my state at its absolute best. Sunsets and sunrises on mount rainier?? Makes me want to become a profession photographer, I would get SUCH amazing shots!
wow. so anyways. Took my music theory final which I feel good about besides being oddly nervous. Because I don't get nervous for exams, so that kinda distracted me. But music theory is my thing, so i was good. Then went to english where my day was made. I got my last paper and speech presentation back. yeah, fricken SOLID A's. Like the highest you can go. I don't know whether this guy just really likes me, grades easy, or what...because I never thought I'd be getting solid A's in a college english course. But I've made a new revelation lately though. Like highschool I struggled with all the organization and structure concepts, pretty much got them down at the end of the year. So now, that I've got them down I don't have to worry about them, it comes naturally and i can just write. With my voice, in my style. and it works, because I'm getting solid A's. I enjoy it now. So that was a great boost to go into the final with, not that whatever i get matters b/c its only 10% and I have a nice comfy A in the class already. BUT, I felt good about it. But yeah. Tomorrow morning at ...about 9:30 10am I will have finished my first finals week at college. and impressively because i had a hell of a lot of finals. and apparently I'm not a failed pianist either. I had my final in piano and I thought I srewed up and was a lost cause, yeah definitely got a 96/100. and very nice comments. so yay! I'm pretty sure they were being extra nice to freshmen tthough b/c we were all nervous out of our minds and would like stutter when we'd announce. kinda cute actually. But i've been hearing success stories all around, so its good.
I'm excited to go home...and not excited. I'm going to miss the freedoms I have here, granted things are a hell of a lot better at home now, but o well. I can tell I've matured as far as w/ my relationship with my parents. Its really amazing how much it has changed and I am sooo very thankful for that. We'll see how a month goes. But yeah, I'm working at Mill's and so far they definitley have my working every day for quite a few hours. Like, i need money, i need work...but i want a vacation and to spend time with my family and friends. Its not worth it to me to sacrifice that. so we'll see. Plus my mom's having surgery and she's incredibly sick right now but won't stop working becasue she's having surgery and so is missing work so she's trying to get everything finished right now. stressed and sick, and nervous about the surgery. i'm worried. But Monday is her last day. I can tell she misses me a lot too, that kinda breaks my heart.
I can't wait to go home and play christmas carols on my piano and sing along with the rents, watch the millions of movies i want to see in the theatres, and HUG and SQUEEZE my babies! I'm kinda sad to leave some people here tho, definitely will have to remember to do the goodbyes or else I'll feel incomplete. wow, notice htis is really long. its because i have a final to study for. BLAH. LAST ONE THOUGH HOLYSHITIMSOHAPPYITSALMOSTOVER!
wow. so anyways. Took my music theory final which I feel good about besides being oddly nervous. Because I don't get nervous for exams, so that kinda distracted me. But music theory is my thing, so i was good. Then went to english where my day was made. I got my last paper and speech presentation back. yeah, fricken SOLID A's. Like the highest you can go. I don't know whether this guy just really likes me, grades easy, or what...because I never thought I'd be getting solid A's in a college english course. But I've made a new revelation lately though. Like highschool I struggled with all the organization and structure concepts, pretty much got them down at the end of the year. So now, that I've got them down I don't have to worry about them, it comes naturally and i can just write. With my voice, in my style. and it works, because I'm getting solid A's. I enjoy it now. So that was a great boost to go into the final with, not that whatever i get matters b/c its only 10% and I have a nice comfy A in the class already. BUT, I felt good about it. But yeah. Tomorrow morning at ...about 9:30 10am I will have finished my first finals week at college. and impressively because i had a hell of a lot of finals. and apparently I'm not a failed pianist either. I had my final in piano and I thought I srewed up and was a lost cause, yeah definitely got a 96/100. and very nice comments. so yay! I'm pretty sure they were being extra nice to freshmen tthough b/c we were all nervous out of our minds and would like stutter when we'd announce. kinda cute actually. But i've been hearing success stories all around, so its good.
I'm excited to go home...and not excited. I'm going to miss the freedoms I have here, granted things are a hell of a lot better at home now, but o well. I can tell I've matured as far as w/ my relationship with my parents. Its really amazing how much it has changed and I am sooo very thankful for that. We'll see how a month goes. But yeah, I'm working at Mill's and so far they definitley have my working every day for quite a few hours. Like, i need money, i need work...but i want a vacation and to spend time with my family and friends. Its not worth it to me to sacrifice that. so we'll see. Plus my mom's having surgery and she's incredibly sick right now but won't stop working becasue she's having surgery and so is missing work so she's trying to get everything finished right now. stressed and sick, and nervous about the surgery. i'm worried. But Monday is her last day. I can tell she misses me a lot too, that kinda breaks my heart.
I can't wait to go home and play christmas carols on my piano and sing along with the rents, watch the millions of movies i want to see in the theatres, and HUG and SQUEEZE my babies! I'm kinda sad to leave some people here tho, definitely will have to remember to do the goodbyes or else I'll feel incomplete. wow, notice htis is really long. its because i have a final to study for. BLAH. LAST ONE THOUGH HOLYSHITIMSOHAPPYITSALMOSTOVER!