May 23, 2005 18:10
im once again surrounded by piles and piles of kleenex. and that's just from one sitting! all throughout my class today i left little piles. im very sorry to those who sit next to me, b/c i was constantly blowing. but, thats better than constantly sniffing..or ...ya. but i have been taking medicine but it just isnt working! but i found some new stuffed, and i just took a buncha that and my nose is actually starting to feel clearer...or maybe its just my sub conscious. cuz i think this medicine will work so im like, yay finally i will be able to breathe...and miracuously my nose feels better. i swear to god my subconscious/mentalness will always beat me. its so crazy. but ive said that before.
so i dont get to come home from school tomorrow. that'll be fun! goin to a mooovie w/ my french nerds! wee...guess i wont be able to come home and be a veg..shucks.
hm..im housesitting this weekend. shall be a lovely time to get away from the rents. ick i dont like em. well most of the time.
im starting to feel very relaxed. like this year is over. oh. what the FUCK IS MADAME THINKING?!??!!?!! gaaaaahhhhhhhh. i have SO much anger and confusion over how much shit she's making us do!!! whyyyyyyyy?? honestly...i take the fucking IB test, i have another test over some ridiculous play that involves stupid nitpicking, and now i have an in-class essay, and then apparently an oral. um. fuck fuck. and most of that is frustration b/c i cant believe she'd do that to us. like a end of the year final is understandable. but we have like six days..and we have all that. ridiculous. wow. funny how i started that paragraph with im starting to feel very relaxed. so besides that..i am! lol. im such a psycho. but, my other classes, except for math and physics..i have no homework. thats 3 out of 7..meh. i really want the senior party to be at wildwaves. cuz i wanna go one some rollercoasters. and splash around in the water. unless there's antoher rollercoaster park...i dont wanna go anywhere else. poo
um, somehow all my internet pages' font is reeeeeally teeny. like..i cant read it. i dont understand