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[javaman20]

Ok I’m going to try and write what I wrote out last night and hope my laptop doesn’t crash like it was doing last night, and just in case it does I’m typing this in word first so that if my laptop does crash it will be saved tho I’ve been doing math work for about 2 hours just now and an hour after I woke up today I was busy the rest of the day and the whole time my laptop was fine and the computer seems fine too now, so yea I got into the online math class, I wanted to get in the online math class so I don’t have to drive to Stockton all the time and have time to do other things because I do things, tho I still need to take one more class so I have full credits. I don’t have time to sit at home all the time I have a job I do work around the house and from time to time I hang out with friends I can’t always be on my computer talking, as much as I like I’m much to busy so you’d think that I’d make good use of the time I got to talk to Theresa, well I tried I tried starting conversations by talking about what I did or whats going on with me, I tried asking her what she was up to and what she thought of things and how her job search was going, I mean if I can’t think of anything else to talk about doesn’t that make sense? I don’t know maybe that’s just retarded but that’s what I did cuz we didn’t talk about much else it seemed like, cept when she was upset at me then it was a pian to talk to her, she said she was always bitchy at me because we weren’t talking much lately, sorry but like I said I’m busy with school and work and I’ve been broke lately since I got my car, it needed new brakes and new tiers cuz when I got it, none of the tires were the same brand and two were bald and one looked like it was about to blow out, my brakes were gone and I didn’t have enough money so I had to borrow some money from my mom and I still owe another 200 for the car so that’s a total of 300 I’m In the hole, I’ve been driving people around for gas money and other stuff and I still need a book for guitar class tomorrow and I’m broke no tips no money in the bank, just the spare change in my cup holder so from my point of view where ever we did really talk I was just being bitched at, what am I suppose to do quit work and school so I can stay at home on my computer like you? Your always getting upset at me now, I can’t do anything right no matter how hard I try were not talking enough so don’t say I’m throwing you away like trash, I wanted it to work so bad, I was almost willing to pay for everything so you could move to CA. I was just tired of being bitched at when we actually talked and dealing with you always getting upset, I thought you’d be happier since your brother moved out I was hoping that maybe you’d wait this time out where I was so busy but you just kept getting worse and I just couldn’t take it anymore oh well I guess if that makes me an ass hole then I’m an ass hole, scum, a piece of dog shit, whatever, you can make up your own name tell people what ever you want I don’t care, I’m not talking to anyone else on the internet anyways tell them it was cuz of another girl if you want, they’ll really hate me then even tho that would be far from the truth god knows I have been avoiding girls left and right, one who are interested in me ones that I might find interesting ones that flirt with me, ones that talk with me online why cuz I don’t want to cheat on you, I was cheated on and I hate it as much as you do, oh well. I plan on not getting on anymore, I uninstalled AIM and you can have my gaia stuff, I don’t really care, so I don’t know what else to say.

I won’t forget you tho, you have two things that are going into my box.

Bye