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today was horrible. i HATE days spent alone at home with nothing to do...after i'd cleaned the entire house in an effort to avoid a binge, i succombed. badly. it was like a bigass all day binge. cereal. yogurt. chocolate. angelfood cake. cocoa. strawberries. you name it. buttttttttt i didn't purge. my throat is killing and i don't fucking want to puke. so that's good. but i took 10 laxitives (notttttttttt good, trying to abstain) to "start fresh" tomorrow with a (hopefully) non-bloated stomach. right now, i look more pregnant than my 7.5 month pregant sister in law. literally.
sorry for the complainy post. what would i do without you guys?? :P
love you all.
here's my goal for tomorrow--->go to bed with a normal stomach, not distended from a binge.
-alex
sorry for the complainy post. what would i do without you guys?? :P
love you all.
here's my goal for tomorrow--->go to bed with a normal stomach, not distended from a binge.
-alex