I'm screwed

Jan 22, 2008 12:55

I'm frustrated. I didn't get paid yesterday because of stupid paperwork mistakes. My hours were also cut at work due to the fact i was sick for about a week. My client's mother decided that i was too unreliable despite the fact i was sick. Whatever. So, now i only have my after school client for 7 hrs a week. Yay.

I called unemployment to reactivate my partial unemployment claim last week. I went to the website a little bit ago to check my claim's status and it's still showing as inactive. So i called them to reactivate it again. I keep getting a busy signal. Argh.

I have a whopping $3 in change to my name, a quarter tank of gas and 1 pack of cigarettes. I'm screwed.

I need to leave for the office in about 2 hrs for my weekly supervision. I guess that i'll just get a shower and get dressed. Maybe that'll help me feel better. Then i'll try calling to reactivate my unemployment claim again.

Something's gotta give. This bites. There were no jobs in yesterday's newspaper. I think i'll have to check out some websites for different businesses and organizations and check their job boards.

I also met with the shrink my doc referred me to for the first time last week. He was an asshole. He decided to up my Cymbalta from 60 mg to 90 mg based on a 5 min. meeting. No rapport building or anything. I had an appointment with my doc the next day. Told my doc I couldn't go back to that shrink, that i didn't like him and he was an asshole. So now, I have an appointment with someone else affiliated with Sharon Regional. Yay. Hopefully, that will go better.

I think my doc is also right about it being time for me to apply for short term disability. I can't take this shit anymore. I really feel as if I'm losing it and i don't like this at all. I feel trapped in my mind and body and it's not fun.
Guess i'll go get that shower and get dressed...
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