Fuck you world.
Recently I have been feeling really fucking shitty and doing the whole pity party and hating where my life is.
I mean I'm going to be 29 and I've never been fucking kissed! Do you know how pathetic that makes a person feel?
For me New Year's Eve is just another day. It's nothing to get excited over. My friends never ask me if I'm doing anything or invite me to do anything with them.
Everyone I just do the same fucking thing. Just watch tv, drink non-alcoholic cider, and eat dip.
Except I can't even do that this year because my asshole of a father took all of the fucking dip with him. The one thing I asked for WAS SOME FUCKING DIP TO SEE IN THE FUCKING NEW YEAR WITH.
Of course he wouldn't even do that.
Maybe I should try and see how much alcohol it take to induces a seizure?
Did I mention I still live with my parents?
I need a dog. At least that way I would have something with unconditional love.
Fuck it. I'm going to blow the available credit on my card at rightstuf.
Why do I even bother?
I mean I'm going to be 29 and I've never been fucking kissed! Do you know how pathetic that makes a person feel?
For me New Year's Eve is just another day. It's nothing to get excited over. My friends never ask me if I'm doing anything or invite me to do anything with them.
Everyone I just do the same fucking thing. Just watch tv, drink non-alcoholic cider, and eat dip.
Except I can't even do that this year because my asshole of a father took all of the fucking dip with him. The one thing I asked for WAS SOME FUCKING DIP TO SEE IN THE FUCKING NEW YEAR WITH.
Of course he wouldn't even do that.
Maybe I should try and see how much alcohol it take to induces a seizure?
Did I mention I still live with my parents?
I need a dog. At least that way I would have something with unconditional love.
Fuck it. I'm going to blow the available credit on my card at rightstuf.
Why do I even bother?