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Might start updating again... I've been busy doing "nothing"; nothing meaning slowly but steadily deprogramming myself from various things, such as: traditional school values "instilled" (brainwashed) into my mind since 1st grade (kindergarten, in my day, kicked ass), how not getting a bachelors, a barley-mentioned-anymore-due-it's-lack-of-signifigance A.A. degree; basically 2 years of college credit) is set to make me doomed to not getting a job (my forthcoming G.E.D. will help after the program fiasco I went through). I'm also going to limit my overzealous use of parenthesis to blog/journal adventures, since it's less formal (but even then, despite the irony of using them now, I will try and cut down on this odd writing habit of mine).
Others include such exploits as not expecting perfection of myself and of other things such as inanimate objects: I formally apologized to my old computer for assaulting it with a baseball bat, resulting in it's present in-operation. Despite my new computar's jealously, I petted it, whispering I might be able to use it's leftover RAM in my crappy laptop which I've been using to mess with this linux nonsense I've been getting more into lately, mostly because I'm tired of comcast capping my fucking bandwidth, of which linux's firewall is immune too. Also because it might actually be applicable to my current job, which if i still have in another 3 years, would be useful. On such, I moved up from randomly-autistic like interest and reading subsequent articles to actual dual-booting and copy&pasting terminal commands, so I'm sure my ego has been fed enough for the next 2 months.
Ladies & gentlemen of the LJ court, I give you exhibit A:
Also, have been glad (but still disappointed) I didn't take one class in the current fall session; would've made seeing MC peoples an easier endevour, but I still think at this point I'm just going to put any class I take (even a bird course such as Computer Applications, and/or Introduction to Windows & internet) on automatic bottom-priority in favor of other more interesting things, such as cheerios & fine balsamic vinegars (separately), reading randomly sophisticated books on how our when our country didn't suck complete balls while at the same time spilling coffee on myself for rofl'ing at bran cells committing
seppuku , furthering my semi-autistic tendencies, linux propaganda, and finally playing more Wii. I've mastered Wii Sports to the point of rape, and will hopefully start actually *playing* the Zelda game I got a fucking year ago and ceased playing getting stuck on the fishing apart a.k.a. Lulz.
I would play the rayman game, but getting drunk with friends and beating it all in one night months ago kinda makes it not as appealing to play again. Smash Bros Brawl needs to gtf here in my wanting arms so I can fucking own everyone's mom with my Solid Snake abilities, with Falco backing me up with some KICKING UR ASS Fdsafdsaferwaffles
More urgent things that also keep me from resuming any sort of daily grind would be the socio-economic status of our failing country. I've shifted towards getting my drum set (after seeing I am pretty serious about furthering my learning from the daily odd half hour of air drumming to assorted musics), and hopefully in time for the oncoming onslaught of a market drop (read: FAIL) which will most likely make the dollar next to worthless, and as far as my fragmented economic knowledge allows me: a few (but reputable, non-mainstream-gay'd) resources with studies and figures cited as well a brief read of economics 101 by the fireplace with a small glass of Grey Goose + Cranberry Juice by my side, carefully consumed to allow a gentle but proper mental relaxation & denial of not having a fireplace.
Oh yea, and the continuing agony of trying to finish my site seems to edge closer to finish line at the speed of a duck on fucking Demerol >:3. I finally get the whole comic navigation thing sorted out, even getting a nice little shiny CMS (content management system) which makes updating much easier and cleaner, and i still can't make a fucking good looking site. On the bright side, I got that little menu on the top down, but the rest of it doesn't satisfy in comparison to other site designs. While I mentioned a slight but steady decline of expecting so much of myself, I've long had the problem of being able to make consistent good web design due to lack of formal training (I was gonna take an intro to web design class this fall, but it I don't feel like paying it back, or a.k.a. my entire summer D: ).
Anyways, the site will eventually house a web comic me & my bassist friend are working on (working meaning waiting for stuff to happen after sitting down for about 4 hours coming up pointlessly good ideas and writing only half of it down). On the bright side, thanks to my recent inspiration to rip off other webcomics earlier stuff, I've concocted solid first character designs for my friend to use when drawing the scripts out (I will be doing writing/design/story, friend will be doing drawing/story/inspiration). A realistic 6 months to a year will allow for real progress to get ironed out.
Progress thus far has yielded only these modest results:
Anyways, that's getting boring typing out, so I'll proceed to the nearest exit paragraph (that sounded clever, LoL!). I recently got a facebook (normally out of character), but it was for the site I do news reporting at, so that simple justification allowed me to take a further dip in to this hip Web 2.0 shit. Thankfully, it's also proving useful to keep in touch with some Em-Cee peoples, but as usual, I'm terrible at keeping tabs with such affairs (this LJ is proof of such). I will try bettars in future :o
Oh yea, btw, check out Rin Toshite Shigure's new album, inspiration is DEAD. Holy Fuck, I love this album. I highly recommend the track "Disco Flight" for a pleasant ear sexes. If your more into to VK and not indies, then go for some new MERRY, their new single is nice. I've recently got into BUCK-TICK (finally) 's last 3 albums, and impatiently wait to raep the new one off of some bystander on the intertubes. Good Night, and Good Luck.
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