Why me?
Man what is wrong with me lately, I feel so out of it that it actually seems like I'm actually going crazy. I just can't seem to hold onto anything anymore, not friends, not the things I do, the person I am and the places I go. And now today I find myself noticing things about me that I never noticed these 18 years and now that I noticed I hate my body for it, I regret trying to be a nice kid back then, if I didn't try to pick up that mail..I would still be normal and I know I know I can't get angry over that, I just wish things were different. Why did you pick me God, why oh why me!!! I want to run away for awhile but I know that won't change the fact that things are the way they are. But I just feel like running as far and as fast as I can, it's the only thing that feels right...