Something I just wrote up quick

[jat1985]

For one moment, one time I wish I could say I hate you
but deep inside I know that would be a lie
I can't seem to hate,I can't seem to tell you
all I feel because of you
it wasn't supposed to be this
and I find it to be all my fault

You never seen the things you did
every night, the pain you gave me
from all that you spoke

for one moment,even one second
I wish I could tell you all the things I feel
without death finding you in your sleep

holding on to all this pain,all this anger
just so you'll have another day of life
another day, I can hope for a smile
upon your face