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Havent update my sick journal for quite a long time now coz crappy pc at home but thank god the collage pc here is quite fast!.So collage life was not as wat i expected..cool ppl,crazy hair style,open ppl,fun ppl,getting drunk n losin control but instead its like..studies,stressed,Fakin like u care for some1 just 2 get friends,try 2 be friendly but it became weird,dont really hang out like for movies n stuff except to some stupid "night market",try 2 have cool friends but they just went their saprate ways..come to think abt it..i was anxious for nothin b4 i came 2 collage>>think im being watched thats y im a bit uncomfortable to write my journal peacfully,so prepare 2 read a boring journal fr me this time ppl!.for my first semester im taking collage algebra,chemistry,sociology n english..so far im doing good in soc,eng n chemistry...hate math coz although i try n try i keep gettin the wrong answer,lol..i'll only get it right if i reffer to the text..its my buddies text i have 2 buy 1 but its really not compalsory but heck i suck badly so i'll waste money and buy the damb book..oh man hate the guy sitting beside me coz i notice him glazing at wat im writing..i cant really expressed my self here..n the ppl behind me they 2 r lookin at wat im writing im not lookin at them but i can see it on my computer screen ,thats y i wanted 2 update my Lj while sitting behind but when i come back fr the ladies the seat was gone so i have no choice but to sit in the second row !.I made 1 australianmalay friend but shes like fuckin harsh when she teachest me math..she almost made me wanna cry yesterday but i just hold my tears back..according to her shes doin all this for saving my ass fr failin the exam..yeah right so much for sweeet talking eh! is so funny my exam is not till December but im preparing fr now coz the marking tectic for american degree which is wat im taking is freckingly complicated..n in order to complite my credit hour in US i need to get an A which is 90% in order to get a scholership..