May 03, 2006 23:36
I took a personal inventory tonight and it occurs to me the my list of friends does not quite constitute a list. I use to hold many people dear but I have since closed the door to most. I said proudly once that I drew a line in the sand and you were either in the circle or on the outside looking in.
I have been on a conquest to achieve life and worldly possesions. i said in my last entry that all I wanted was 5 minutes to myself to figure life out but I guess that life would take more time than that.
I can't figure out how to have 5 minutes of personal time without worry or conflict... the last time I had solice I was in a locked door mental facility... hmmmm still thinking.
how do you make friends when you work 60 hours a week and are an asshole?
if anyone has the answer please let me know...