Feb 26, 2006 02:16
I try to put a whole spin on life I speak w/ an overtone of knoledge of wisdom brought on my things beyond my age. It's all BULL SHIT! I know about as much as anyone else.
I am so full of shit. I talk a good game but I'm just as unsure in life as anyone else. Most days I think i want to curl into a little ball and die but I aint got that kinda strength. I keep plotting along. Sink or swim aint cutting it these days. I'm gonna try floating face down in the pond for a while and see how that goes.
I've got a 4 day cruise ahead of me, we're talking coronas on Nassau and margaritas on castaway cay.
Christ i cant wait