It's Happened!! *sobs*

Jan 15, 2009 16:27


Hi my lovely flist. *hugs*.      Yes! it's another 'jassy feels sorry for herself' post=(.Had 'the treatment' a few days ago ago and still barffing. The 'thing' had shrunk again so they think it's on the run. As long as it doesn't decide to shoot seeds elsewhere inside my body. I was jumping through hoops and I'm still thinking 'POSITIVE' but I woke up the next day and got out of bed and realised there was the right side of my hair on the pillow.*sobs*.

I thought I'd been very lucky for this not to have happened before now. Apparently this new treatment that is working on 'The Thing' is very 'aggressive' to get the fucking thing to shrink.

It's not totally bald but it looked like an old fashioned dolls head where when it lost any hair it was just in patches and left patches of glue,only I'm minus the glue. Anyway I was distraught. I know some of my flisters may have/had the same illness and side effects but I'm a 'Wuss'.I was advised to have what I have left cut very short,which I have. Everyone likes it . Unless they are just trying to make me feel better.I'd grown it to shoulder length. Now I feel/look like a bloke.

I'm stopping my whingeing now as I'm lucky I can still fight it. *nods*.  I passed out in the shop this morning and I should be in bed waiting for the doctor. I like to post because it reminds me I have a wonderful flist in my journal.
I've been trying my hand at writing and nullsys has betaed and helped me post them it's a little series Ziggys Tales about Ryan and his pet. I'm not pimping. I'm going to wait for the Doc and try to write somemore.It takes my mind off things.

For now I hope any poorly flisters are feeling better and all my other flist to keep safe and well. Cheeky enjoy yourself and give any of the other gals you meet,MY LOVE!!

*hugs,snuggies* flist.Take care everyone!!!!!  Mwha...x
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