But You Won't Do The Same

Jan 13, 2011 11:06

How bad is it to remain equal on respect and tolerance.. I mean some people set up their own personal standards and leave their significant others in a fucking box to fend for themselves. And these people stay in relationships. Easier said then done as others would say.. Hence why I am a victim of this situation. I like having who I have, and nothing else is needed, nothing more, nothing less. I want things with the person I am with, no past. I want the present and the near by future. Who knows how long things really last these days? I mean I can hope, and wish, and dream but it doesn't get me far when the person I am with doesn't feel the same now does it. On the other hand.. it keeps me guessing, in a bad way. So it's never actually progressing is it. When you're stuck in the past, and can't let go of what future you may not get to have, it kind of ruins things in the present not doesn't it. Whatever happen to just living in the moment? Or was that too scary also? Because then you can't actually be excited for upcoming events if they happen to be disrespectful to your relationship. Wow.. that's just crazy how dare I pass up a chance like that because it might hurt my girlfriend. Okay. You know the next time someone offers me drugs I'm going to just jump on it.. it might hurt myself and others around me but god at least I'll get to experience it.
There's no point in writing this, like most things that come out. Meaningless, pointless.. words. It will most likely back fire and I'll get dumped cause that's how things usually work. Not in my favor. All the same type of girls, women, ladies.. anything you want to call them. Oh I am sooo sorry you deserve so much, you're so incredible but I gotta go. Fuck every last one of you. No respect means no respect. I've never been respected by a single person except for maybe 3 family members. Wow.. how lucky. I bet some people don't even have that.

I wouldn't want to be the reason you missed out on so many pointless, meaningless, unworthy lips. But who I am to judge.. it's your life. Not mine. Not ours.

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