Strange familiararity
Ever get the feeling you're about to be F@*&ed over? Current events are stating to fall into place which I'm finding all too familiar. Luckily I have seen it coming so this time I'm prepared but I still have to let the cards fall first before acting, as this is something I can not change. And the wait is frustrating. It just pisses me off that I've done all that was in my power to stop this from happening and it's going to happen anyhow. What's more annoying there is a restless peace in it as well. So I'm calm enough not top pull a Godzilla over Japan but not enough to let me fall asleep. Having said that, at least this time I'm not going to be a chump about it. I'll be damned if I go back to some pitiful state. As much as I think I know how everything will play out, the only thing is I don't know how much of my life this will affect outside the situation. And as much as I hate waiting to see what happens, I know it's going to be worse when I hear the news. The only facts I have are that bad news is coming, and even though I'm hoping on the scale of bad it's on the lighter side. I'm still thinking even the lighter side will have dramatic effects. And if I've been reading everything properly it's on the "That's Bull$#!t" end of the scale. At least work should be able to distract me for a lot of the day.
-J
-J