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I haven't posted much lately, because I've more been in the mood to keep a lot of what I am feeling to myself, or at most, share it with key people. For those who only keep up with me thru LJ, I have been okay. I'm still fighting with depression, but I've had good days, too.
Special thanks to certain people during this, especially Alex (for putting up with me), Ted (for listening to me bitch about game and not taking it personal), Jenn (for engaging me in intelligent conversation, its nice to be reminded that I can do that), Andi (for caring and being there when I needed to be calmed down but didn't know how to ask or help) and Jeanne (for wearing that little black dress to game, it was quite distracting).
I have a confession to make. I've been going up to Oakland Rocky lately. I'm actually having a good time up there. This past Saturday show was their April Fools Show, and was filled with wackiness, which for this cast is amazing. They let me play Crim in a loud Hawaiian shirt. It felt good to be back on stage, and I think it was actually one of my better performances, even tho the lighting guys didn't always remember to light me. I used to be part of this cast, as security, when they were in Berkeley and then SF, and I've been asked to re-join, this time as an actor. I am seriously considering it. I've been enjoying myself up there (as well as enjoying other people) tho there are some caveats, but thats to be expected. More on this as it develops.
Special thanks to certain people during this, especially Alex (for putting up with me), Ted (for listening to me bitch about game and not taking it personal), Jenn (for engaging me in intelligent conversation, its nice to be reminded that I can do that), Andi (for caring and being there when I needed to be calmed down but didn't know how to ask or help) and Jeanne (for wearing that little black dress to game, it was quite distracting).
I have a confession to make. I've been going up to Oakland Rocky lately. I'm actually having a good time up there. This past Saturday show was their April Fools Show, and was filled with wackiness, which for this cast is amazing. They let me play Crim in a loud Hawaiian shirt. It felt good to be back on stage, and I think it was actually one of my better performances, even tho the lighting guys didn't always remember to light me. I used to be part of this cast, as security, when they were in Berkeley and then SF, and I've been asked to re-join, this time as an actor. I am seriously considering it. I've been enjoying myself up there (as well as enjoying other people) tho there are some caveats, but thats to be expected. More on this as it develops.