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[jasonwarlock]

I hate the things I am feeling.
I hate the things I think about when I lie in bed trying to fall asleep.
I hate feeling lonely.
I hate feeling like an outsider again.
I hate my desires.
I hate the way I am behaving.
I thought I was getting better.

Comments

[livngdeaddoll]

How can you be an outsider when you are inside my heart? Love you! *muah!*

[gaaneden]

We all have thoughts like this late at night. You are not alone in it. I don't know if this helps or not...

[medancer]

::nods::

Yep. That's it.

Did you crawl inside my head and find this there, perhaps?

[the_wolflord]

On the off hand chance you actually want to hear this…from me no less…

I would say what you are feeling is a part of the process, which I'm sure doesn't make it any easier or more pleasant…be that as it may, we have all been to this place you are in now. Some of us (my self in this case) revisit this more often then they would like, or like to admit. The only thing I know to do is to keep on keeping on…

So besides acknowledging your unhappiness all I can offer is encouragement to keep moving forward.

[moonwhispers]

I can understand as well. You're not alone, neither figuratively nor literally. You're a great guy and will bounce back, you just have a few growing pains to work through. (Yes, you can still be growing emotionally at our age, lol!) Anyways, take care man!