May 16, 2005 04:40
All at once I tried to be two different people, neihter of which I like I truly am.
It tears me a part at times.
I wonder what do my friends that see me drinking a glass of whiskey straight on the rocks think about me at times. Do they think I am hard core? Or do they think I am an alcoholic? Some know me better than others, and give me looks as if they know that I am not being true to myself, or I think that they are giving me looks.
I see what she meant about the deleted scenes. I did not even see it before. I guess I just did not care that much the first time I looked at them.
I think I will go to sleep with the movie on...good night, sweet prince...