they dont make jews like jesus anymore.
going through a divorce depresses me . yep. I just want erin to get better so we can hang out and go on the road trip. I want to move to texas just so I can vote kinky for governer.. if you dont know who kinky is.. go find out.. hes GREAT. One step closer to the book being published. so maybe this little side tracking is good for me.. maybe ill turn my road trip into a book tour. Finsihed up a few books recommended to me.. more thoughts on those later. my feet smell like popcorn. Saw my doctor today.. said my foot is healing but my leg has gotten worse.. wants me to walk with a cane for a while. Met some man that swore up and down he knew me. Turns out he was one of the people that was at my accident. Very strange convo. been listening to alot of jazz latley.. and alot of meditating. Must remember to call BN to do a book signing or reading or both.. or something of the sort. seems like i lost myself for the past 2 years buying shit doing everything i thought that would make me happy... I have gone back over my old books and cds.. shit i bought but never read or listened to anymore. pulled out my old st germain... its really good. I forgot that I liked all this stuff.. that was a big downfall.. always looking for something to take away my pain anger and sadness.. and I lost everything i ever really wanted. I wont let that bring be down too much.. I mean I did publish a book. I am writing another one.. I do have people that care about me. yeah all in all.. my life isnt half as bad as sometimes i make it sound.. and when i write things... i dont always feel like that.. those are just emotions in that moment. live in the moment right? btw. I love veggies.