yep.. coma time
She always lied to me.
she wanted the money
or maybe it was her parents
she didnt care
she lied lied lied
just like her own mother did
theives run in the family
her own niece was one of them
how did I get mixed up in that?
oh yeah
fate
that bastard jesus
yeah he just wanted to fuck with me
over a bet i lost 30 years ago
why can I not hate
react
do something EVIL
I used to be so good at being bad.
stupid love
attacks me
and erika
still controls
my heart
must sue
to get my heart back
even though she has damaged it
it wasnt all my fault
thanks for proving it
no more mr nice guy
I wonder if she caught whatever
made me pee at night
and how it burned
oh it burned
at peace at the lake at night
its dark
and i am at peace
no one can see me
just like when i would walk around
nyc
i blended in
and i could be anything i dreamed of
writing this
made me angry
then cry
and now that i am at the end
I smile and laugh.
kiss the girl in bed with me
and ready to start a new day.
she wanted the money
or maybe it was her parents
she didnt care
she lied lied lied
just like her own mother did
theives run in the family
her own niece was one of them
how did I get mixed up in that?
oh yeah
fate
that bastard jesus
yeah he just wanted to fuck with me
over a bet i lost 30 years ago
why can I not hate
react
do something EVIL
I used to be so good at being bad.
stupid love
attacks me
and erika
still controls
my heart
must sue
to get my heart back
even though she has damaged it
it wasnt all my fault
thanks for proving it
no more mr nice guy
I wonder if she caught whatever
made me pee at night
and how it burned
oh it burned
at peace at the lake at night
its dark
and i am at peace
no one can see me
just like when i would walk around
nyc
i blended in
and i could be anything i dreamed of
writing this
made me angry
then cry
and now that i am at the end
I smile and laugh.
kiss the girl in bed with me
and ready to start a new day.