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Well bad news about my nanny today. she had to go in for another surgery today so they could try to see what is wrong with her liver. unfortunately they couldnt find out so now shes back to recovering from the heart surgery she had a week and a half ago....and she has a 50/50 shot of making it as things stand now. i hope things turn out better because being in the hospital all the time is really depressing and i want things to be ok. I really wanted to talk to lexi today to help thru all this but i didnt hear from her....come to find out she is pretty sick...which sucks...i hate when my baby is hurting. hearing her on the phone like that reminded me of how vulnerable she is and how much i want to protect her.... i think maybe things are starting on a more upscale swing with us and hopefully we can go nowhere but up from here