Can I have a creamsicle?
ps...the lions game is depressing me...i just cannot watch it any longer...just pathetic :(
i heart msu...school is going pretty good, typical, but good...kinda stressed out about keeping my grades up...but what else is new...i always stress over that kind of stuff...
i have been reevaluating what i want to do with my life...i thought i wanted to be a doctor...a surgeon to be exact...but after being in school for a while im not really sure if i can make the sacrifices necessary in order to go through with that...so much time and money and now with all of the insurance problems and all that...who knows!...so now i am trying to research my other options...i mean, i know that i have time, but i like to know what direction i am headed in or what i am striving for...also, when i see the older people at work, i get offended by how rude they are...they are miserable to other happy people, ie me, because they are miserable in their lives and hate what they do...i want to do something that i know i will be happy doing forever!
i have been home the past few weekends to work since msu hasnt had a football game...GO STATE!!!...but i enjoy work, at times, so its all good...speaking of work, i start my job at msu in the case caf this monday...i will be working monday and tuesday 3:30-9:00 each week and 5-9 every other friday (i have to work on halloween...but since i get out at 9:00 it will be aiight)...i am a little nervous to start working, but it will give me something to do in the afternoons and i will hopefully get to meet new people, and get to make more dinero!
i have been extremely happy lately:
...partly due to me finally getting adjusted to college...i wish that my friends would just get adjusted so that they will be happier...i just want everyone to be happy
...the other reason i have been so happy...my sir...we went to see texas chainsaw massacre on friday night...i thought it was a good movie...i was laughing, crying, and i was scared shitless...therefore, i say good movie...but then again i am a terrible movie picker, so what do i know!?...saturday (sweetest day)i worked till 2:30-11 at the hospital and after that my sir came over and he gave me a cute card and we watched some of american history x and once bitten...then we fell asleep...my mother wasnt too happy when she found out he spent the night, mostly because she wasnt home...so she proceeded to give me a lecture about making sure i protect myself...thanks mother!...i serioulsy love just falling asleep in his arms and waking up with him right next to me...we just make fun of everything and laugh and watch sports...i count down the days during the week until i get to see him on the weekend...it is the highlight of my week...seriously...seeing/talking to my sir = i am a happy camper:)
i cannot believe that this semester is already half way over...time is flying by...im meeting new people and having fun and working hard...life is going pretty good (i hope i dont jinx it)
oh ps...i hate things like this...b called me the other weekend when he was drunk at msu and we talked for like 20 minutes after not talking since at least june...it was so good to talk to him because i miss him...he said he didnt want any hard feelings between us and wanted to be freinds...i agreed with him and told him i missed him too...and that since he was tipsy i would call him the next day and wed talk more...i called him the next day but he didnt answer and i left a message and he never called me back...that is just incredibly rude...i mean, wtf do i do after that, just say screw you!!?!?!?...oh well...its just quit an unfortunate scenario i guess...
...to end...
- sorry this has been such a long entry...i just had a lot i wanted to get off of my chest...however, i just wanted to say that i miss those ppl at lc that i havent talked to in forever and i miss my broncos like none other...i miss shrooms and bundt cakes...i miss causing havok and getting into trouble in band...and all the people that came along with that territory!...well, thats about it folks...until next time!
...HASTA LUEGO MIS AMIGOS...
i heart msu...school is going pretty good, typical, but good...kinda stressed out about keeping my grades up...but what else is new...i always stress over that kind of stuff...
i have been reevaluating what i want to do with my life...i thought i wanted to be a doctor...a surgeon to be exact...but after being in school for a while im not really sure if i can make the sacrifices necessary in order to go through with that...so much time and money and now with all of the insurance problems and all that...who knows!...so now i am trying to research my other options...i mean, i know that i have time, but i like to know what direction i am headed in or what i am striving for...also, when i see the older people at work, i get offended by how rude they are...they are miserable to other happy people, ie me, because they are miserable in their lives and hate what they do...i want to do something that i know i will be happy doing forever!
i have been home the past few weekends to work since msu hasnt had a football game...GO STATE!!!...but i enjoy work, at times, so its all good...speaking of work, i start my job at msu in the case caf this monday...i will be working monday and tuesday 3:30-9:00 each week and 5-9 every other friday (i have to work on halloween...but since i get out at 9:00 it will be aiight)...i am a little nervous to start working, but it will give me something to do in the afternoons and i will hopefully get to meet new people, and get to make more dinero!
i have been extremely happy lately:
...partly due to me finally getting adjusted to college...i wish that my friends would just get adjusted so that they will be happier...i just want everyone to be happy
...the other reason i have been so happy...my sir...we went to see texas chainsaw massacre on friday night...i thought it was a good movie...i was laughing, crying, and i was scared shitless...therefore, i say good movie...but then again i am a terrible movie picker, so what do i know!?...saturday (sweetest day)i worked till 2:30-11 at the hospital and after that my sir came over and he gave me a cute card and we watched some of american history x and once bitten...then we fell asleep...my mother wasnt too happy when she found out he spent the night, mostly because she wasnt home...so she proceeded to give me a lecture about making sure i protect myself...thanks mother!...i serioulsy love just falling asleep in his arms and waking up with him right next to me...we just make fun of everything and laugh and watch sports...i count down the days during the week until i get to see him on the weekend...it is the highlight of my week...seriously...seeing/talking to my sir = i am a happy camper:)
i cannot believe that this semester is already half way over...time is flying by...im meeting new people and having fun and working hard...life is going pretty good (i hope i dont jinx it)
oh ps...i hate things like this...b called me the other weekend when he was drunk at msu and we talked for like 20 minutes after not talking since at least june...it was so good to talk to him because i miss him...he said he didnt want any hard feelings between us and wanted to be freinds...i agreed with him and told him i missed him too...and that since he was tipsy i would call him the next day and wed talk more...i called him the next day but he didnt answer and i left a message and he never called me back...that is just incredibly rude...i mean, wtf do i do after that, just say screw you!!?!?!?...oh well...its just quit an unfortunate scenario i guess...
...to end...
- sorry this has been such a long entry...i just had a lot i wanted to get off of my chest...however, i just wanted to say that i miss those ppl at lc that i havent talked to in forever and i miss my broncos like none other...i miss shrooms and bundt cakes...i miss causing havok and getting into trouble in band...and all the people that came along with that territory!...well, thats about it folks...until next time!
...HASTA LUEGO MIS AMIGOS...