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9 days to go.
I'm really scared.
I've been looking forward to the day nine days from now and I've been thinking about how me and Kate will be back together. When the fact of the matter is that we may not be. I need to take into account everything. Maybe I've been the one wrong. Maybe my reliance and dependency has driven me to this point. Maybe in my best interest I need to get out of this relationship.
The human form is a complex maze of emotion and unknown feelings. The human form resists change.
Maybe I'm resisting the inevitable. Maybe I'm just not cut out to fit into this relationship. Either way I'm absolutely scared shitless. I can't imagine my life without Kate, yet I'm not sure if I want to go back.
Over the past 5 days I've been catching up with the people who care about me the most. My family and friends. I've been working on a new album that I'm so amazingly proud of. It's life as I couldn't imagine it any better. So will Kate be making things better. Or bringing them down again?
Pray for me. I'm not really sure where life goes from here. I'm standing at the crossroads to a broken and lonely road ahead. The light may be at the end of the tunnel but what if I don't find the way out?
I'm really scared.
I've been looking forward to the day nine days from now and I've been thinking about how me and Kate will be back together. When the fact of the matter is that we may not be. I need to take into account everything. Maybe I've been the one wrong. Maybe my reliance and dependency has driven me to this point. Maybe in my best interest I need to get out of this relationship.
The human form is a complex maze of emotion and unknown feelings. The human form resists change.
Maybe I'm resisting the inevitable. Maybe I'm just not cut out to fit into this relationship. Either way I'm absolutely scared shitless. I can't imagine my life without Kate, yet I'm not sure if I want to go back.
Over the past 5 days I've been catching up with the people who care about me the most. My family and friends. I've been working on a new album that I'm so amazingly proud of. It's life as I couldn't imagine it any better. So will Kate be making things better. Or bringing them down again?
Pray for me. I'm not really sure where life goes from here. I'm standing at the crossroads to a broken and lonely road ahead. The light may be at the end of the tunnel but what if I don't find the way out?