wake up

[jasonlovesu]

"...i always imagined it something more"
i laugh as my voice falls apart
as the music drops out

what am i to be here in this moment
without you, without her, without another soul around
what am i to be here, in this day
without you, without you my dearest love
my darling little girl
i would rather you die here in my hands
die at my feet
than be anything other than amazing to me
ever, ever
you could never be anything less, in my mind
and you play the part so well, to keep me in a trance
in reality

it's true;
"so wake,
wake up.

...was this what we hoped for?
was this what we hoped for?"