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life never turns out as planned. that's why you have to live it i guess.
school is almost out, i didn't really enjoy 2 of my classes this semester. well i kinda enjoyed them at times, but overall i'm left wanting. i'm also left wanting for a job. i guess i'm going to have to take a more methodical approach, try to meet people, kiss some ass. i don't really know how all of that job stuff works. they ask questions that i don't want to answer. why don't they ask me about real things? about how i'm good at stirring things up, getting people to speak their minds. being nice and mean at the same time. i don't know. i'm sure i can follow procedure, i've half assed done it all of my life. i guess i've been a bit stubborn about things.
i've come to realize when i was at steak out the reason i would get so mad is that no one followed a process. everything was so random. life is random, sure. but the only way to make it easier to do things and to know you are doing the right things is to have a fucking plan.
ok, complaining aside, at least i'm going to have a master's degree! it makes it easier to take the next step in school if i want to. my gpa isn't anywhere near perfect, though. there are ways around that such as writing better.
life was so much simpler when all i thought about was music.
school is almost out, i didn't really enjoy 2 of my classes this semester. well i kinda enjoyed them at times, but overall i'm left wanting. i'm also left wanting for a job. i guess i'm going to have to take a more methodical approach, try to meet people, kiss some ass. i don't really know how all of that job stuff works. they ask questions that i don't want to answer. why don't they ask me about real things? about how i'm good at stirring things up, getting people to speak their minds. being nice and mean at the same time. i don't know. i'm sure i can follow procedure, i've half assed done it all of my life. i guess i've been a bit stubborn about things.
i've come to realize when i was at steak out the reason i would get so mad is that no one followed a process. everything was so random. life is random, sure. but the only way to make it easier to do things and to know you are doing the right things is to have a fucking plan.
ok, complaining aside, at least i'm going to have a master's degree! it makes it easier to take the next step in school if i want to. my gpa isn't anywhere near perfect, though. there are ways around that such as writing better.
life was so much simpler when all i thought about was music.