Depressed
I'm so down right now it isn't funny. I always seem to screw up in my relationship and it pisses me off. My fiancee doesn't need this but she wants to stay with me. This is my first serious relationship I've ever been in so I don't really know anything. She's stayed with me for over a year and I love her for that. I just feel bad that she has to deal with me and all the screw ups I do. Right now, we are not speaking because of problems in our relationship. How am I living like this, I have no clue. Tonight I'm just gonna think about life and what I should do. I'll update more and let everyone know how things are going.