somethings not right
I feel distant from people lately
my last phone call was sometime last month
i dont talk to anyone about anything now
its weird i dont know why
it seems my creativity can never acutally bring its self to completing one thing
so many ideas about random shit its very annoying
thoughts are annoying in general
but i have written two songs so im somewhat productive
my parents leave monday for vietnam for a month
FREEDOM at last a day without someone yelling at me aobut something i didnt do
school kinda blows rigght now, forgive my debbie downer mood but it seems my friends do not enjoy my company anymore which results in me feeling crappy and iratable and unfortunatly leads to me being an ass
im not doing homework much and thats bad i have barly turned in stuff for science and pre ap and i need to i dont feel motivated for much at all i HAVE NO CLUE WHY for the exception of playing guitar and listening to music
I relized i want a keyboard/piano really bad
and i want to learn piano too
im selling my old amp and pedal to paul for $200
i dont think thats enough for a piano but its a start
i am writing a screenplay for a movie its gunan be called "RUBIX" its about this geek named james grey who uses a rubix cube to solve these clues and puzzles that have mysterously been left for him by his grandfather taht passed away the more clues he solves the darker it gets it sounds cliche but its not
this was a long entry
peace
my last phone call was sometime last month
i dont talk to anyone about anything now
its weird i dont know why
it seems my creativity can never acutally bring its self to completing one thing
so many ideas about random shit its very annoying
thoughts are annoying in general
but i have written two songs so im somewhat productive
my parents leave monday for vietnam for a month
FREEDOM at last a day without someone yelling at me aobut something i didnt do
school kinda blows rigght now, forgive my debbie downer mood but it seems my friends do not enjoy my company anymore which results in me feeling crappy and iratable and unfortunatly leads to me being an ass
im not doing homework much and thats bad i have barly turned in stuff for science and pre ap and i need to i dont feel motivated for much at all i HAVE NO CLUE WHY for the exception of playing guitar and listening to music
I relized i want a keyboard/piano really bad
and i want to learn piano too
im selling my old amp and pedal to paul for $200
i dont think thats enough for a piano but its a start
i am writing a screenplay for a movie its gunan be called "RUBIX" its about this geek named james grey who uses a rubix cube to solve these clues and puzzles that have mysterously been left for him by his grandfather taht passed away the more clues he solves the darker it gets it sounds cliche but its not
this was a long entry
peace