Sep 10, 2010 02:50
So far so good!
The band leaves tomorrow around noon for my home state, Texas. We are flying into Dallas to shoot a music video. It's really funny. The things we dreamed of doing are actually happening. It's fun seeing what bodies and minds can do. I am here with an old, close friend doing what we wanted to do. I may lack somethings at the moment, but I really do know that Gabe and I are close, but distant. It's just a natural process right now, but the principle is there. No matter what happens, Gabe will always be one of my best friends. Best friends always makes me feel weird because it's some social trophy. It can be used to create jealousy, and that's why I am hesitant with those letters combined. I say Jason Morris is my best friend because of how much time we have spent together, knowing each other, yet as time goes on, and we grow out of each others reach, I have seen the wall. Drugs are killing our relationship. Organic is how we should stay. Although, I don't mind a few altered realities in my time.