never felt so mind-fucked.

[jason_pain]

"sorry" is only a word... and so many people depend on that word to get them out of the worst situations. i'm not done being upset about it. you say it's done and you won't do it again... well promise me and fucking mean it. to me, it only means the beginning of something very bad.

i feel that i'm only getting worse...

and that i was better off before.