how can i tell him?

[jason_of_spades]

i fear that im falling for someone. or rahter
that im falling for someone i should not be.
i find myself slightly jealous when other boys are around.
we have a fantastic new friendship blooming.
but i cant seem to admit my feelings.
i dont want to alienate him.
or make him feel as if im portraying the friend role just to get closer to him.
but in truth maybe thats what im doing.
what a frivilous notion. sounds like something from a hollywood chick flick.
the friends who come to realize they are in love. but i guess that only happens in the movies.
ahhh the tragic role, i think i play it best.
i guess what im afraid of is that if i tell him the truth, that it will change what we have at the moment.
i see he and i sharing adventures and stories well into our old age.
or something like that.
but i dont want to create drama, or fuss. i like our friendship and its growing. and for all i know, its just the same confusion i deal with with all my friends.
i have, in the past, confused strong friendships for love interests. and it has hurt me in the long run.