Glitz Messiah, every touch is sacred

[jason_of_spades]

so this will sound crazy, but when have i not sounded a little crazy.

im dont know why, but i remembered something  the other day,
when i was younger, in virginia,

i used to sit in my room, in my house.
alone.

afterschool or just on any ol' day.
i would sit in a meditative state, i would breathe and concentrate.
feeling out the world. i think i actually believed that i could feel the world around me and stretch out my senses across the vastness of this world.

i knew at this time that i was always attracted( in the various meanings of that word) to certain key individuals.

i could feel you all out there, in the ethos.

faces and features were cloaked, but feelings and emotions could be felt.
i wanted to find you all, to see the world and know you were there.

it made me feel very...alien.

even today, i look out among a crowd, and so many people, so many that are not even noticable. they give off no light, no heat, no spark, they are just drones to me. the fill a space. but they are not like us.

time, which means of little to me, was not ever a factor to consider,
but perhaps......perhaps