Damnit, not again...
So I've been late to English 6 times. Apparently being late equals half an absense even if I'm late 2minutes or less. I'm going to be dropped from ENG 1102. I talked to my teacher and I actually participate in class discussions unlike 90% of the class. I am a good student. I will have a W for this class for the 2nd time. It seems like the world is against me sometimes. I felt so confident about this class and actually enjoyed it. So I'm pissed. I feel like no matter what I do or how hard I work I can't seem to get this "college" done. I still have no idea what I want to be when I grow up, and I'm almost 20.
If I don't get HOPE back after this term I'm considering the service. Maybe this will help me find out what I want to do/be. Becuase right now I feel like I'm wasting my time learning stuff that doesn't seem to effect me what so ever. I'm good at Math and Money. Always has been. I have great people skills/ I can hustle. I've been told to drop out of school since I was 13 to sell cars. They weren't kidding.
My mom told me to stop working and focus on school. The problem is school cost money. Then she said quit school and just work. Work towards what though? I'm not gonna work in a restaurant or a paint factory. I can do better then that.
If I don't get HOPE back after this term I'm considering the service. Maybe this will help me find out what I want to do/be. Becuase right now I feel like I'm wasting my time learning stuff that doesn't seem to effect me what so ever. I'm good at Math and Money. Always has been. I have great people skills/ I can hustle. I've been told to drop out of school since I was 13 to sell cars. They weren't kidding.
My mom told me to stop working and focus on school. The problem is school cost money. Then she said quit school and just work. Work towards what though? I'm not gonna work in a restaurant or a paint factory. I can do better then that.