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Well, I feel better now than I did before.
Firefuck Night was fun. Me and Moose kicked everyone's ass in the game "Dirty Mind" or whatever. For some reason when we got there, Moose was making like 8 billion pieces of bacon, just cuz bacon is awesome. Amber and Jake also brokeup apparently, which surprises me to be honest.
But yeah, it was Chelsey (I forgot to ask about my painting, crap), Moose, Me, Ken, Perdie, Chad, Hal, Trevin, Krebs, Amber, Josh, and Mal. When Chad came in he like creeped up next to me and started rubbing my nipple, I was like wtf? I also made sure Chelsey heard me call her mom a milf again lol.
So I finally downloaded the newest AIM. I love the fact I can send IMs while I'm away. Now whenever Ciera is nagging me to hurry up and get to her house, I can actually finish my conversations with my away up lol.
Speaking of which, it's her birthday today. She's finally 18, which means she can buy porno and smokes and fireworks and other really fucked up things (Even though she never has any money anyways).
I was reading some of the emails she sent me October 2004, and it made me miss her. All I wanted to do after that was hold her and kiss her and be with her. It sucks though, I feel like something's missing in my life. I want a little romance in my life, I want someone to look forward to who makes me feel good, ya know? I want someone I can talk to when I feel lonely, someone to have an awesome time with when we're together. I want someone to think about me when I'm not around, and treat me like I'm special. I don't necessarily want a girlfriend...infact, I don't...I mean, if I met a chick and we really hit it off, I'd still rather take things slow. All this stuff I used to have with Ciera, and I know she's capable of giving it to me but she just doesn't want to. I'd rather have it with her than anyone else, but it's hard, ya know? Cuz it's like...out of all the girls I've met in my life, no one has come even close to her. She tells me stuff like she's not over me and she still loves me, but she gives me a million excuses and it feels like she just says that not to hurt me and really wants me to get over her.
So let's see...
Saturday: Football, like all day.
Sunday: Christmas, like all day.
Monday: Probably get a haircut and then whatever.
Tuesday: Running some errands
Rest of the Week: I'll probably see Kiery at some point...I think Friday would be a good night to finally go clubbing lol.
I finally tried calling Connie today, right before I left my house, but no one picked up. Oh well, there's always next week.
You know what's funny to me though, before I end this post? How some people take myspace way too seriously. Like chicks that'll spend hours a day on that shit, and they like beg you to put them in your top8 and shit for some fucked up reason. They'll IM you and insist you leave them comments, even though you're talking to them right there on AIM. That makes as much sense to me as the people who passed notes in school even though they have like 5 classes and lunch together and talk constantly outside of school.
Alyssa is a myspace whore (and the way she's dicking Ken around reminds me of a raunchier version of Amanda, but we won't go there), and I'm starting to think Krystal is too, cuz I left her a comment and after she replied she told me she should be in my top 8. I was like whatever, if it will make her happy.
Anyways, that's about it, later bitches.
Firefuck Night was fun. Me and Moose kicked everyone's ass in the game "Dirty Mind" or whatever. For some reason when we got there, Moose was making like 8 billion pieces of bacon, just cuz bacon is awesome. Amber and Jake also brokeup apparently, which surprises me to be honest.
But yeah, it was Chelsey (I forgot to ask about my painting, crap), Moose, Me, Ken, Perdie, Chad, Hal, Trevin, Krebs, Amber, Josh, and Mal. When Chad came in he like creeped up next to me and started rubbing my nipple, I was like wtf? I also made sure Chelsey heard me call her mom a milf again lol.
So I finally downloaded the newest AIM. I love the fact I can send IMs while I'm away. Now whenever Ciera is nagging me to hurry up and get to her house, I can actually finish my conversations with my away up lol.
Speaking of which, it's her birthday today. She's finally 18, which means she can buy porno and smokes and fireworks and other really fucked up things (Even though she never has any money anyways).
I was reading some of the emails she sent me October 2004, and it made me miss her. All I wanted to do after that was hold her and kiss her and be with her. It sucks though, I feel like something's missing in my life. I want a little romance in my life, I want someone to look forward to who makes me feel good, ya know? I want someone I can talk to when I feel lonely, someone to have an awesome time with when we're together. I want someone to think about me when I'm not around, and treat me like I'm special. I don't necessarily want a girlfriend...infact, I don't...I mean, if I met a chick and we really hit it off, I'd still rather take things slow. All this stuff I used to have with Ciera, and I know she's capable of giving it to me but she just doesn't want to. I'd rather have it with her than anyone else, but it's hard, ya know? Cuz it's like...out of all the girls I've met in my life, no one has come even close to her. She tells me stuff like she's not over me and she still loves me, but she gives me a million excuses and it feels like she just says that not to hurt me and really wants me to get over her.
So let's see...
Saturday: Football, like all day.
Sunday: Christmas, like all day.
Monday: Probably get a haircut and then whatever.
Tuesday: Running some errands
Rest of the Week: I'll probably see Kiery at some point...I think Friday would be a good night to finally go clubbing lol.
I finally tried calling Connie today, right before I left my house, but no one picked up. Oh well, there's always next week.
You know what's funny to me though, before I end this post? How some people take myspace way too seriously. Like chicks that'll spend hours a day on that shit, and they like beg you to put them in your top8 and shit for some fucked up reason. They'll IM you and insist you leave them comments, even though you're talking to them right there on AIM. That makes as much sense to me as the people who passed notes in school even though they have like 5 classes and lunch together and talk constantly outside of school.
Alyssa is a myspace whore (and the way she's dicking Ken around reminds me of a raunchier version of Amanda, but we won't go there), and I'm starting to think Krystal is too, cuz I left her a comment and after she replied she told me she should be in my top 8. I was like whatever, if it will make her happy.
Anyways, that's about it, later bitches.