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Jessica has an interview tomorrow. Lets hope she doesn't fuck it up. Its for Safeway, for like, nothing plus afetr all the shit they already take out of your check, there's also union fees. Yippee! *craps all over their floor to prove a point*
Anyway... Am currently deciding whether I should stay or go. I could stay. I could get a job in Denali and be a work whore. I'd kinda like to see what the summer is like here. And yet, I find myself conflicted because every second I am here, and not being productive, I feel like I'm slowly burning away. First my feet, then my legs. My torso and then my fingers. my arms, shoulders, then my head.
That is so in accurate. But I do hate it here. I wish I could kill alaska.
How do you kill a state?
So then, my other option currently is going to Colorado and spending the summer with Shelby. I've done this once. It was pretty ok. And things will be different this time. I'm just not sure how much, and if it would be worth it. And then theres the whole, "well, I can't save money for the life of me, and I do move down there, I'm going to need X ammount of money, and if I can't save that, then blah blah blah blah fucking blah." You know? But it would be sweet. And even if I don't get down tehre for the summer, the fall might be soon enough. Get my TEFL, and a bartending lisence (because I want alcohol NOW!) and work that way. I dunno. We'll see where Jessica can get herself hired.
Other than that, not up to much. Finally got out of Anchorage, and it was a dissapointment. Couldn't see anything due to fog and frosted windows. Not to mention I really hate being alone. For sure. Ok. Gotta jet.
Anyway... Am currently deciding whether I should stay or go. I could stay. I could get a job in Denali and be a work whore. I'd kinda like to see what the summer is like here. And yet, I find myself conflicted because every second I am here, and not being productive, I feel like I'm slowly burning away. First my feet, then my legs. My torso and then my fingers. my arms, shoulders, then my head.
That is so in accurate. But I do hate it here. I wish I could kill alaska.
How do you kill a state?
So then, my other option currently is going to Colorado and spending the summer with Shelby. I've done this once. It was pretty ok. And things will be different this time. I'm just not sure how much, and if it would be worth it. And then theres the whole, "well, I can't save money for the life of me, and I do move down there, I'm going to need X ammount of money, and if I can't save that, then blah blah blah blah fucking blah." You know? But it would be sweet. And even if I don't get down tehre for the summer, the fall might be soon enough. Get my TEFL, and a bartending lisence (because I want alcohol NOW!) and work that way. I dunno. We'll see where Jessica can get herself hired.
Other than that, not up to much. Finally got out of Anchorage, and it was a dissapointment. Couldn't see anything due to fog and frosted windows. Not to mention I really hate being alone. For sure. Ok. Gotta jet.