in my lies...you will find hope; i'll give you all you neeeeeed...
oh, i hate thinking about it.
this is interesting how the percentages are so high...
American Cities That Best Fit You:
55% Denver
55% Miami
55% San Diego
55% San Francisco
50% Austin
Which American Cities Best Fit You?
...also interesting that NONE of those are in the northeast. damnit.
ANYWAY.
i'm just a little irritated, mostly over it...because he's my FRIEND...and no matter what, i'm going to love him ridiculously...as a fucking F R I E N D... i didn't really expect a serious like jealous reaction or whatever (it would have been really cool, but also unnecessary), but like i expected some kind of reaction a little more on my side of the world...i mean...this has been goin on for like 6 months!! and if i get technical, more than a year... and i'm starting to like it... :\ ...
...
a lot...
...
...and i was thinking about it today, and like, i guess really i wouldn't get mad if one of my friends tried to kiss him...because i know none of them really want him, and like, whatever, they're my friends (i really don't know WHY this thought train turned out like this...maybe it was the pot)...but still. it's not really cool and i was upset. i don't want to kiss his friend...i wanna kiss him. fuckhead.
anyway...
i'm such a dork, i wrote out what i was going to say before i called him earlier. hehe... :}
i knew i was going to get the vm anyway...
babysitting tomorrow--farewell.
this is interesting how the percentages are so high...
American Cities That Best Fit You:
55% Denver
55% Miami
55% San Diego
55% San Francisco
50% Austin
Which American Cities Best Fit You?
...also interesting that NONE of those are in the northeast. damnit.
ANYWAY.
i'm just a little irritated, mostly over it...because he's my FRIEND...and no matter what, i'm going to love him ridiculously...as a fucking F R I E N D... i didn't really expect a serious like jealous reaction or whatever (it would have been really cool, but also unnecessary), but like i expected some kind of reaction a little more on my side of the world...i mean...this has been goin on for like 6 months!! and if i get technical, more than a year... and i'm starting to like it... :\ ...
...
a lot...
...
...and i was thinking about it today, and like, i guess really i wouldn't get mad if one of my friends tried to kiss him...because i know none of them really want him, and like, whatever, they're my friends (i really don't know WHY this thought train turned out like this...maybe it was the pot)...but still. it's not really cool and i was upset. i don't want to kiss his friend...i wanna kiss him. fuckhead.
anyway...
i'm such a dork, i wrote out what i was going to say before i called him earlier. hehe... :}
i knew i was going to get the vm anyway...
babysitting tomorrow--farewell.