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[jasminetx1]

I'm on the last leg of a 36 hour rotation. This is so awesome. I've slept 3 hours since last Thursday. Sweet. I ate some horrifying Chinese food yesterday. Life is good though, seriously. Wrote a TON of random stuff the other day: it has been a while since I've written anything not required for school. Reading over some of it, I wouldn't

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Re: hi hon

[iwantobeloved2]

IT's crazy you know I'd been on that Advair for at least a year or two and never noticed it made things worse but now that I've been off of it since around the middle of Jan I have felt sooooooooooooooooo much better. I have talked to several others (one lady I work with) and it made her worse too.

Like now I take Singulair, Protonix, Benicar (blood pressure) , I take Pulmicort now instead of the Advair.....Xopenix for my nebulizer if I have trouble at home and my albuterol inhalor as needed....THen I was on Paxil CR for anxiety but I'd been taking it for a while it seemed to not be helping b/c I have really bad anxieity but alot of the meds I take can make you jittery and shit...I'd been taking Xanax off and on for a few months but I got worried b/c it's highly addictive. I talked to my doc and he switched me to Welbutrin XL to try to see if it works better for my anxiety......I have anxiety really bad off an on, usually when I'm sick or dealing w/ Liz's shit at work. But her last day is MArch 31 *PRAISE THE LORD* !!!!!!!!!!! But overall I really am doing alot better.......I dont' typically have to have prednisone tabs, they tend to put on weight more than the decadron or endefed shots.....sometimes Soluspan or Celestone too.....I've had to get several shots the last couple of weeks but they have cut the dosage down......The shots mainly just make me puffy but the weight doesn't stay on....I dont' have to wear blush b/c I have the rosy steroid glow.....lol I'm just working really hard on the weight thing b/c I know if I can get all this excess weight off it's gonna help me w/ everything........the reflux which has been such a huge factor w/ my asthma.........but it's better now too since I've changed my eating habbits and what I'm eating....

Damn I should be a pharmacist.....lol

I'm on dialup so I wouldn't be able to get the Holly Brooke video or song over the net...not at home anyway and we really aren't allowed or supposed to do it at work...........Is her cd out yet ? Like on a website where I can get it ?

I'm really into Mute Math right now.....I've mellowed out alot with the bands I listen to now but I have my Muse moments too....I really love Mute MAth, Mae, Aqualung, Long-view, they are my faves right now.......

Anyway I'm sorry girl I'm just rambling on tonight.....haven't talked much today.....I need to go to bed........I won't want to get up and go to work tomorrow.....

Thanks for listening and any advice you can offer would be great but I am trying to stay away as much as I can from the steroids but w/ me having asthma , my ent and doc have told me there are just gonna be times I HAVE to have them.....but if the lower dose works that's great......I've been perfectly honest and upfront and told them I'm not getting back into that old routing of getting a bajillion shots........so they try to treat me w/out but I know my body and when I know I need them.....like this past week. I just cried this past Tues when I had to get one....but my asthma bothers me more around my period too however since I 'd been off the Advair that has been better but I guess this morning w/ having bronchitus my period made it alot worse this morth....just felt bad all week THEN I got a speeding ticket too........Ok I'm gonna shut up now...........lol *hugs*