Its been a while
Well, its been a while since I updated last; so I thought that I would update! Well, I have had my good days and my bad days since it happened. I found out somethings that make it harder and easier at the same time. I know that I am supposed to be happy which I am I have a great husband and a wonderful son, but.... I do miss him so much! I realized
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Jas,
I hate that this is going on between you and "her" ... I'm stuck in the middle of all of this because i know how he felt about you and we've gotten pretty close in the past month because of him and i thank god for you and then there "she" is, and she was one of my best friends growing up and then we just went our seperate ways. Honey, i know he loved you with everything he had. When your name was brought up that goofy but smile i'd give a million dollars to see again smile went across his face and his face just lit up. I've told you don't let it get to you. I know it makes you wonder... and I know you're questioning things right now but look at what you have now and be thankful. I know you love your husband and Dillon. And i know you loved Justin. I can't imagine what goes through your mind each day that "she" puts these things in your head. I think you done what you were supposed to when you reached out to her and lent that helping hand ... your job is done. You've done all you can and don't let her tear you down... Jas you don't deserve it ... all you did was love and care for him when he was here and you tried being a friend when he left us. I'm proud of you girl.. and you know that. I've been here everyday for you and i know the hurt that you still have. Don't let "her" destroy the feelings and the truth that you have and know. You can't question if he loved you like he said he did... we all know he did because he showed it. ((and i don't think he'd been engaged to you at one time if he didn't truly love you)) ... If you need me you know my number and you know that i'm just a message away.... I love you so much Jas. Hang in there... Keep your head up ... and don't stop believing that he loved you.
*I love ya girlie*
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