May 14, 2008 21:51
I think I am slowly loosing my mind. I find myself on this rollercoaster of incredible ups and downs. I keep telling myself it is only grad school. I sure hope it is, because if this is the person I am becoming I doubt anyone will want to stick around long. Although I must give Nathan praise right now, he is the most patient boyfriend I have ever had. Everytime I have one of my fits where I hate myself and push everyone around me away, he just stands there patiently like a parent waiting for there child to be done with their temper tantrum. I doubt he won't stand for that shit for to long. I really need to pull myself together.
Anyway, life is going along at a much to quick pace. I feel like I don't have time to complete anything, so I don't feel like starting it in the first place. School brings me down, but I would be lost without it.
Overall, life is good. But that answer may change from day to day.
On a different note: The letter O is perplexing me today, it has no set sound. an "O" in a word can be multiple sounds. If anyway can explain to me the rules that explain why "o" sounds different in different words. I will become momentarily satisfied.